Exploring New Desires and Connections

I can't explain it. Have been a straight guy my whole life, divorced a few years ago and I started getting curious. I've watched bi porn and a guy sucking a guy didn't turn me off. I did suck a cock of a friend when we were in our teens, but never thought about it again.
Curious 3 years ago and now? I have to jerk off in the morning to keep me from going out and doing something stupid. One week spending $15 a day to go into booths of different glory hole places. Can't go to the same one every day, I don't want to look like a perve. Walking out, " mmm 3 loads today, definitely worth the money."
One day, suck an older guy that pretended he was fishing, then drive to guy's house and suck him in a tool shed, now on to a hotel room where a bear biz guy needs head. " OK I'm done for now.." Wrong! Guy comes over and fucks me into submission. Now I'm done. That wasn't a normal day, but it showed me that I can't get enough cock and wasn't fucking my fwb as often. She was a dl meet up, but I was craving cock and couldn't explain it.
As I went through the curious stage A guy told me to meet him at a video place, he told me booth he'd be in. I nervously went, found booth pulled open door and there was my first man cock. As he coached a little I was really enjoying it, then the...well I call it a vibration of the two inches to tip of cock and it dumped into my mouth. I took it and handled it all and that was the moment I knew, I wasn't a curious straight guy, I was a very hungry bisexual male.
Soon the toys and getting a prostate massage, then larger, going out with butt plug in, transformed into a bottom, sub, dom, power. Expert at riding cock and take too many cocks raw. Now I have two men I try to hang exclusively. One switches with me, the other a vicious dom that has all the equipment in his home. Never thought I'd be in this position or positions figuratively and literally, but it will grab a few guys, may be when that warm hard cock parts your lips or the excitement of making a man cum as you take his warm cum into your mouth. I turned into a slut, hopefully you don't.