Light on Dark

I'm a bi white guy that has been exclusively into black for a few years, no not that I'd turn down a hook up with a woman I connect with or a Masculine Top Leaning guy.
My love for black women has been there for quite awhile. Where I lived, one black family and it wasn't a racial thing, Grace was one of us, little chubby, but first girl to get boobs..big boobs. Probably Over 40s by middle school. Then High school, she grew into her pudgy body and I wanted her as those feelings boys get. I was in the friend zone and used to hang out at her house. Mom awesome, dad around, but over the road trucker. Then a moment...We went to her house after school, she jumped in shower because she had gym last period. I ate at kitchen table and I saw her go by doorway in just a towel, lots of skin side boob and butt..the skin was glowing in my mind. My cock sprung to attention. " I have to use the bathroom.." " Ok.." from other room. There were her panties right on floor, I lifted toilet seat and made bathroom noises as I had my head back and the first scent of black pussy in my life. They were so soft lacey and strong scented, I licked the crotch...There was no way I could pee, so fucking hard.
I came out of bathroom cock soft, but not... house was so quiet, figure she's dressed by now and crept down hall, there she lay, not a stitch of clothing on, " What took you so long?"in the cutest voice. I was a virgin as far as fucking, but had a girl we used to do oral on each other. In my head me Gracey are going to lose our virginity together. But immediately she, " Come on, I'll show you.." Nobody showing me shit, I owned her within a minute of my face going between her legs, she must of said oh god and fuck 40 times as I made her shake uncontrollably, but do admit, my dick game needed work, when I slid into her I knew and she did too, " its ok, I can't get pregnant." We kissed, I went crazy finishing in her. I went to bathroom to clean up and mom at kitchen table. Big smile, " you kids have fun?" We played a couple more times, but we never attempted a real relationship. I told you this story to tell you this one....