Need it Larger

He is just pounding away, cock easily sliding in me. Thoughts filter in," Getting somewhat annoying.." I subtly tightened my muscles around his invading cock. Immediate reaction. I held tight and he began to get close quickly..knowing the finish " cumming." His signature move, falling onto my stomach, cock still in he pumps as he kisses my neck, calls me a slut and we are awkwardly getting our clothes on like we have for about the 10th time in a year. Oh I struck gold finding a hosting 8 inch cock Top. But I am starting to need bigger...much bigger and of course bbc on my menu. Have had a couple nice ones, but needed a unicorn 10+cock. Him behind me, fucking me feels like a jabbing and gets uncomfortable, tightening up told me all I needed.
When you're new at taking cock or rubber there is the slow going feeling the pain pleasure mix. Guy gently easing it in, making sure you're OK as it opens you up.
Now? Cock buried in seconds to get a taste of that sensation. I get home, he breaks up with me as far as hook ups. Text, " You're too loose and slutty..." He felt the uninspiring encounter and we both agreed if we came across hung or newbie for him...I already knew a newbie who has been emailing me asking my advice on getting over that hump of bi sex. I sent info to my top, told the bottom, to show up and not flake. 2 weeks later thank you emails from both of them and a very hung black dick was on my radar. Then the disappointing " Are you Jen?" Link to a private galleries. 20 second videos of him in action, model pages and a stage name. Cock? Yup! Watching it open men or women did not look real, mesmerizing elephant trunk. Well you know the game, he is on tour working. I wasn't going to do it, just kills the mood and so wrong.
I was nervous as I stood naked before him, fake flickering candles but dark. He has music low, he is still in shadows, " You don't have to be shy, you guys have needs, I understand that, I exist because of you.." he came around to the light, " you have this for 30 minutes, where do you want it?" I was on my knees, holding it up as it began to harden. I moaned kiss, spit on it, got my mouth on the end," he stroked my hair, " Of course.." It felt amazing, he had me look up and laid it across my whole face.. beating it so it was a loud smack on my cheeks or forehead. We knew the oral was mostly foreplay as he propped me up and he was not covering up for me. I was too far gone just playing with it, I didn't give a fuck at this point. The enormous mushrooms pushed and opened me..he stopped " You ok?" Fell forward, ass held tight in place, outstretched my arms, " yesss go ahead."
He slid in pretty swiftly and I waited for pain thst never came. The stretch was almost painful, the depth was bliss..he reacted, " fuck baby, you take this dick..fuckkkk.." long hard thrusts, me thanking him for some reason. We finally got missionary and that lubed shiny rock hard cock was exceptional, he came down to kiss, not my thing, he didn't care. As he folded me back he found my lips accepting, my tongue eager, the sensation in deep made me cum with no stroking, but not a full sensation. He began to finish up and he was into me, I could see it as he looked at me cum filling me as deep as I've ever felt it. The spooning cuddle was sort of gross, but he held me, slimy cock and asshole, eventually back in me, as I grabbed it, felt it harden and grow inside of me, fucked me hard and then had me leave. I can't afford to do that again...
Month later climbing on and sliding down a barber pole...but I think I need bigger...