Opened my eyes

After my last marriage I was depressed for awhile but finally I got horny enough to get out. I was still depressed but I looked at personals and then decided to go looking for men for sex. I'd always been closeted but had been careful and cautious about it but I decided to go looking more aggressively. It took a while but I found a couple of sites where men were posting so I started to connect with men for sex and I was almost shocked by what I found. Most of the men were married and in sexless relationships and the men I met were usually very hot for cock and soon I saw that many of them were looking for men who would fuck them. I visited men and we had sex in their garage while their wife was in the house. I had men invite me over while their wife was at work. I met with a guy and was very nervous that he insisted we get naked and we 69d on their bed. I was ready for us both to cum so I could leave but when he saw I was getting more nervous he insisted that he would get me to cum fucking him. We fucked bareback cause he wanted to feel me leaking out of him after I left. He asked me over a few times after that and he always finished me off taking me with his asspussy. I connected with a man who had a store and they both worked there. He had me come by on Saturday when his wife minded the store. I was always nervous about their wife showing up but he had me get naked with him in their bed and before we sucked each other off he ate my ass till he had his tongue as deep as he could get and we were soaked in our combined fluids. He had an identical twin who worked the store too and I went in one time and made the mistake of leading him to the back and blatantly rubbing my swollen crotch as we made small talk. I later found out I got no response cause it wasn't the man I had sex with and his brother wasn't into men. I eventually had a man answer my post who was divorced and hadn't had sex with a guy since high school. There his friend used him as a slut to fuck when his girl couldn't. After we started to meet he told me that he had felt upset by him using him that way but over the years he saw that he had come to like being used like a secret girlfriend and after the second time we met for sex he shyly told me that he hoped I would be into fucking him. I connected with other men and most of them were married and I always was nervous about being found out. But every time the man never seemed worried and I had sex with them in their basement or garage and a few times I had sex with men in their shed out back. A couple of times their wife was in the house and knew that some guy had come over for something. One of the times the shed was pretty close to the house but soon after I got there he'd taken his pants off and he leaned over the bench as we fucked. I'd been surprised at how many hot andhorny married men there are out there looking but I was glad that I'd decided to go looking. I got to have hot secret sex with quite a few men