An Unexpected Reunion at a Family Funeral

PART 1 CUZ..Totally bi guy, divorced, adult children and still closeted about being a Bottom Oral Guy. Havent played in quite awhile because as I have matured sexually I want the passion of the man on man. I did the anonymous ass up gang bangs, go to guys hotels and just orally service, but a man seduced me at a home depot, he just came out and said what he had on his mind and I loved it. Wined and dined, bedded me in the most passionate way possible, so I yearned for that. The intensity of missionary as he drove it deep kissing me playfully. But that came to a crashing halt, supposedly his wife read our emails and I even got a hate filled email from her. " You're both sick and need help."
So I wandered from an occasional cock to not wanting to play anymore unless it's something with substance.
So that leads to this and there will be no mystery where this leads as soon as I begin this story. I have a cousin that came out years ago, then disappeared. I guess dad didnt handle it well. It got better, but I still hadn't seen him in 17 years. His father passed away and met him at the funeral, he was in a suit, tall and even with the jacket you could see he was ripped. Shaved head, well kept facial hair and stunningly handsome. My knees buckled, I had him destroying me in my truck as soon as I looked at him. Of course he was busy all day, but we had a few laughs and exchanged cell numbers. " We have to get together!" Which we all know means we won't.
Fast forward a month. I have been trying to figure out an excuse to text. Late one night I get a text from him. " How have you been? We are going to empty out dad's house and I set aside a few things I know you'd like. Mostly his tools." I don't know why, but I started getting my asshole ready..just in case. Then again in morning before I left So I made the drive to the house mind wandering. We pulled in driveway at the same time.He had a hotel because the memories of this house weren't pleasant. He got out and immediately you could see his soft cock was freeballing in loose shorts. I got butterflies and my mouth was dry. I had shorts on also and if I got hard you'd notice. 8 with girth! Tough being a bottom with a perfect cock. We went into the garage and he showed me what I could take. Some pricey things..I accepted. " Is that it?"
He, " No, let's go back to my hotel, then go out to dinner." He wanted to take a quick shower. He didn't close the door as I saw his ass in a mirror. " Turn around" I thought to myself. He stepped in and was talking to me, couldn't really hear him..then " water is really nice and room for two.." " what?"
He apologized for saying it, but my shorts were already on the floor. I stepped in and we both looked into each other's eyes embracing in the warm water, cocks banging together. Mine was already full tilt throbbing. I glanced down and his dwarfed mine in length..I reached out to caress it and he slapped my hand away. " You ready to play along?" A meek " yes sir," escaped my lips. " He, " No sir, not that extreme....yet. just let me..." He had me turn and pose my ass for him, lathering my ass cheeks and back, pulling me towards him and lightly grinding his cock against me. He slipped a finger in easily, then two.." You're no vigin are you." My legs were weak, this was so satisfying..We rinsed off, standing in towels vaping watching a Sox Yanks game that happened to be on. Just shooting the shit about the past. He took his towel and draped a chair with it. Sitting down. " Knees, I want to see if you're worth Our time." I grabbed his cock and licked the shaft. Mouth dry. So I took it as deep as I could to get something flowing. He gave me help by pushing my head down. I got way more than I should have on a first try and I was now coating it. I kept up the sucking because having my throat invaded felt wonderful. Then smack to the head.." Balls." I hungrily sucked them and grabbed them, spit on them.