A Secret Meeting in the Backyard

I'm a closet cocksucker, happily married to a woman except for our sex life. Now in my mid-fifties, I took up sucking cock about 5 years ago when I realized all the porn I watched was fixated on the male tool. Honestly, I can only get off anymore stroking to dick or sucking cock. I regularly post on DL looking for discrete men, often married, that just need a cocksucker to use and feed. I'm very submissive when I'm naked, on my knees, worshipping a nice rod. I've often fantasized about being with a shemale or femdom that would humiliate me with a huge strapon rubber dildo, but I've had no luck on that front yet. Recently I received a reply to my DL post looking for dick to service. He was a few years older than me, married, hairy, a total dad bod with an above average cock that was extremely fat. He sent me his address and said to let myself into his private backyard where I could suck his cock. He was lounging by his pool, naked, with his fat cock semi-erect. "Strip cocksucker and get on your knees," he ordered. My dick was instantly hard as I loved his alpha attitude, not to mention his delicious cock. "Lick my balls bitch." "Take my cock down your throat slut." "Beg for my load cocksucker." Fuck, I was ready to shoot my load without ever touching my dick. When he finally blew a huge load in my mouth and on my bearded face, my throat was sore from the rough face fucking he'd delivered. "Look over at the picture window and give my wife a big smile," he chuckled. Son of a bitch, his wife had watched the entire blowjob and she was giving me a little ovation. "She approves of your cocksucking," he laughed. I now blow his dick regularly and his wife watches and gives me tips. She's equally verbal and dominant and refers to me as "that little cocksucking faggot."