An Unexpected Connection at the Store

Where to start. I am a 54 yr old sissy bottom who is a non-passable crossdresser. I have been crossdressing for the last 3 years. I wear mini skirts, dresses, stockings, daisy duke shorts, stockings, cfm heels, and always keep my toe nails painted. I am strictly all bottom. I am very fem. I dont do the wig or makeup thing. A lil lipstick on occasions is the extent of it.
Anyway. A few years ago i met an older gentleman (70-ish) who flirted with me at a store.
Give yall some background on me: married and divorced twice, father of 4, and never, ever thought i would be with men. I was straight as an arrow. Never dabbled with being with men till i was in my mid 40's.
Back to the older daddy i met. He was friendly. Nice guy. He thought i was gay. When i told him i wasnt, he apologized. He told me i was a good looking man. Well, one thing led to another, and soon i was back at his place kissing, loving on him, and on my knees sucking my 1st cock. He turned me on to men. We were in a relationship for several months. He allowed me to expand my horizons, and boy did i ever!! Over the coarse of 4-7 months, i hooked up with 250-350 men. I was making up for lost time. Sucking, getting my boi pussy fucked, kissing, making out with all different types of men. I preferred older daddys. Still do😁.
Then last year, i met a woman. A REAL woman. A woman who was born with female parts. I told her everything about me and my life. When i told her i was bisexual, a sissy bottom, that i crossdressed, and i was in a loving sexual relationship with a man, and that i preferred sex with men, i thought that would be the end of that. Boy was i wrong!!!
We are now in a loving committed relationship. I have had 1 hiccup, but she understands i will always have cock cravings, and urges. She allows me to be my feminine self. She went as far as buying a strap-on and uses it on me when i get cravings. She allows me to dress when i want. We both know that nothing is better than real cock, but her strap on is doing the job.
I never thought i would find a woman who is as understanding as she is. She will always have suspicions about me posting ads on here. I dont blame her. But i will be honest and open with her about everything. I have given up real cock for fake cock. And i have never been happier. I love my mommy/daddy.