Exploring Identity and Acceptance Through Fantasy

hello iam 49 btw.........i have been a trans person since age 9, spent many years crossdressing in private...finally in my mid thirties i took to posting on the CL......iam 6-0 140....tall ,thin...dress cute..nice wig..great makeup....passable......so, needless to say I would get hundreds of responses (90% married guys)..so, long story short i began living my long held daydream ....call girl fantasy....without the money!!!...lol......just for the thrill.........i played mistress to groups of 15 to 20 guys at all times....submissive by nature i was at all of there beck and call ...the juggling was legendary...in case your wondering? very clean....never a hint of disease or anything ever!!....trick was screening and selecting the guys.....i think after years of study i think those of us who are born in wrong body crave acceptance as a girl.......the sex is a means to that end....all these attractive guys with pretty wives wanted sex from me....very powerful......most if not all of these relationships lasted years in duration.........this story not as hot as some of these others, but a story i wanted to tell...often wondered if there are others like me? i think yes........thanks for reading, TJ