During the COVID social distancing I get so horny. With no one around I find my self wearing a bra and panties more and more. Almost forgetting when in computer meetings or taking the dog out. Somehow it comforts me to feel them. At night I will wear them as bed clothes. If I die in my sleep there will be some surprised folks.
It is a long story, the first time I learned about pleasing an older guys cock, I was caught dressed as a girl. Never thought about the sexual thing, that day it just happened and I have always been happy it did. After many years and becoming a widow, it just feels good to get into panties. Have a couple of married friends that know I enjoy sucking, most have no idea I do this under my guy clothes. I don't think they do.
Really don't think I look or will turn into one even with the smallest cock in the world. I just love reliving the old days and the fun of some knowing just how queer I am. The sound of a zipper and the magic words "Suck It" make me so horny it drips as I work. A few times camping I sat in a tent blind folded sucking one after another. To this day have no idea who all saw me, it just turns me on. Back in the day there was less to worry about than now
That is my story and stickling to it. When someone is sucking your cock, take a closer look it may be me.