I think I was converted

So I’ve always been at least bi, I experimented young with cousin and brother , I occasionally would hook up with a guy here or there when I was horny enough. I posted an ad on here looking for a 69 partner, discrete married like myself. I got a few offers but none really made me feel comfortable.. then this guy Jon emails me, everything is perfect, he’s into what I’m into no problems. We set a date about a week ahead that worked and we exchanged numbers. Over the course of texting it became kinda obvious he was more of a top and was more interested in just using me for sex.. I had already spent so much time on this guy I figured what the heck why not just have fun one time and move on. He showed up at my house at the agreed time and let himself in, I was sitting on my chair waiting for him as we discussed. He walked up to where I was sitting and without saying a word pulled out his cock and idk what happened but I looked at it then up at him and started doing what he came for. Over the course of the next few minutes he is very chatty and he asks me if I like sucking his cock and said “I love it” and when I said that it kind of stuck me inside and I felt a shock go though me. I was being totally honest with myself for the first time in my life and it felt great. I gave him the best head I could possibly provide and swallowed him eagerly and I was actually kinda proud I got him off. He zipped up and left. I got an email the next day from him asking when I’d be free again and ever since then he’s been coming by every week to give me some cock. We expanded our little arrangement after a few weeks to include anal which im absolutely addicted to .. I’ve been converted to his personal little slut he said. I like that title