Straight turned bi

I am a straightish guy that in recent years acted on what I can only assume has been a closeted bi guy. I must admit I am not attracted to men in a relationship way but I always have had a cock fetish. While watching porn whether with my wife or without, I seemed to be more focused on the guys dicks as much as the women if not more. I recently had a wild idea to go on a site and flirt/talk to guys I was hoping had similar interests. One day I randomly met a guy in a parking lot and next thing you know, his dick was out. I first started to rub it and stroke it. Then I was like, this may be my only chance to act out on this so I started sucking his dick. I told him to let me know when he was going to cum because that is what I really love is to see cum shoot out a dick. He did. And once he started to cum, I said you know what, I like it when my wife swallows so I grabbed his dick again and sucked him dry. This has turned into a quest for me now. Always looking for the next one. I’ve sucked 10-15 dicks in the last year swallowing multiple loads from several men. I guess I’ve become a major cocksucker. Looking forward to my next load