My first alternative experience!

Hi all! I am your ordinary everyday guy next door. At 60 years old I am married and raised a family. I have lots of friends, a successful career, and enjoy many activities. I'm masculine and strong willed. I am a boss and a president and/or captain of the many organized sports I participate in and enjoy.
This is where things get a bit odd. I enjoy women's panties. Not only just seeing them or touching them but, owning them and wearing them. I get so turned on I usually jack off and cum quickly. This is not a new fetish for me. I have been this way since my early teens. I would steal panties from my friends sisters and moms. I even got caught stealing some from the store. I suppressed my deep urges for a very long time. Eventually when I was in my fifties my curiosity got the best of me. I began cruising on cl and then DL looking at the postings. I enjoyed all of them but, as you might guess I particularly enjoyed the ones involving men looking for submissives, cd's and sissies. Especially sissies! I imagined myself wearing panties a man I met online would make me wear to meet him. It is so sexy and stimulating. I would masturbate and cum violently.
Well one thing led to another and I answered a couple of posts. Most were men just looking to meet n go. I wanted more. I was seeking a dominant man or woman who especially wanted a submissive sissy. Eventually after quite a few failed attempts, I heard back from a man. He enjoyed sissies and wanted to meet. I hesitated after finally possibly meeting someone compatible online. I agreed to meet and he said I should wear slutty silky panties. We were going to meet the next day at lunch to see if we should continue an arrangement. I was crazy nervous and going back and forth in my mind on whether I can really go through with my lifelong fantasies.
Ultimately, I decided I would. All I could imagine was meeting this man and resenting my power to him. I dreamed of him making me touch him to feel his overwhelming need. I was so aroused and leaking.
We met the next day! I was extremely nervous. After parking next to his car I got out of my car and slid into his. He talked a little while about what he was looking for and what he expected if we decided to continue meeting. I was practically shaking as I agreed to his initial terms and agreed to be his sissy. As a gesture of good will to our agreement he wanted me to pull my pants open and show him my panties. I unbuttoned my pants and unzipped them and opened them up to expose my shame. The panties were bright pink (my favorite slutty color) a drink silky. He laughed at me and called me a slut. He said, "no real man would ever wear panties for another man". I was so embarrassed....and sooo turned on. I know I turned bright red and averted my face. "You're a sissy alright. I think we are going to get along just fine". Next he made me benddown and kiss his trousers. He was hard inside. It made my nipples hard. I couldn't believe how sensitive they seemed at that moment. My little dick was throbbing and my heart was beating out of my chest. I was startled out of my thoughts when he said I am going to be getting much more comfortable touching and pleasing him. I asked what he meant and he said, "you know exactly what I mean you little sissy boy. Now tell me what you are going to be getting comfortable touching. I turned beet red. Your cock i said meekly. He made me repeat myself loud and clear. Your cock Sir! He loved that and looked lustfully. Yes your Daddy is going to make you into the sissy you always wanted to be. Now get out of my car sissy. I will call soon. Get more panties and some lipstick......