Just Not Ready

This was several years ago and I was just beginning to explore my bisexual side. I was married, but in a sexless marriage, so I was beginning to explore.
I found an ad in n Craigslist looking for a submissive guy, I responded, and the guy answered and suggested that we meet at Panera to see if we hit it off. After meeting and finding out what he was legit, it seemed that we were both on the same path age, but this would be my first experience with an actual dominant man.
The day of our get together, he had gotten a room at the Holiday Inn, and messaged me the room number. I go into his room, he immediately tell me to get undressed, I take off my clothes, and he then says, “get on your knees”. Obviously I complied. He walked over and put his cock, right in my face, I stared at it for a few seconds before he slapped me with it, and said open your mouth and suck it. I had only had maybe one other cock in my mouth before this, so I closed my eyes, and began to slide his cock in and out of my mouth. He looks down and sees my eyes shut, gives me a lite slap on the face and says s open your eyes. I wanted to follow his instructions, but just couldn’t open my eyes. He pulled his cock out of my mouth, pulled me in front of a full length mirror in the hotel room, shoved his cock back in my mouth, more forcefully this time, and told me to watch myself out n the mirror. Then told me that if he was going to be a good little cock sucker for needed to embrace my role and watch how a real man would give me his cock. I opened my eyes and looked up at him, he said, “I told you look in the mirror bitch”. Against n, I didn’t complying, so he slapped me harder, grabbed my head and shoved his cock deep in my mouth, saying”you better watch in the mirror, if you’re going to be my little bitch, you’re going to have to follow directions “. Then he slapped me one more time.
At this point I freaked out, jumped up, got dressed, told him he t was too much for me and left.
Oh how I’ve since wished that I could have another opportunity to meet that guy and show him how much I’ve grown. If you’re out there and seeing this, rayflinn212 at the Google mail