Wonder why

I often wonder why I enjoy sucking cock so much. I knew the first time I sucked one at age 20 that this wasn’t going to be a one time thing. The guy I sucked was just a guy I had knew for several years, not a friend but just knew each other good enough to speak and chat for a little as he lived in same apartment complex as I did.One day as I was leaving he was standing outside on the stairway going to his apartment wearing a pair of gym shorts.I stopped to speak and could see his cock and to my surprise caught myself wondering what it would be like with his cock between my lips sucking it.Thinking that I knew then I wanted to see so i invited him down for a beer.After a few minutes I told him the real reason I invited him down is that I thought I’d like to suck his cock, the shock on his face was unbelievable and said that he had no idea that I sucked cock.Told him I never had but when I seen his for some reason I wanted to try it, but he would have to keep it just between us, no problem he said and dropped his shorts and sit down on couch.Not really knowing what to do I got on my knees between his legs and started licking and kissing it when he put his hands on my head pushing me down on it andsaid suck it and see if you like it. I started sucking it and even though it was hard when I started I could feel it getting harder as I sucked.To my surprise it was a feeling like I had never had feeling a hard cock in my mouth and even more liking it and enjoying it. He telling me how good it felt and asked was it good to me and did I like it and without quitting sucking on it I mumbled yes.After about 10 minutes of sucking on him I felt him teasing up not thinking about it when all of a sudden I felt him shooting his load in my mouth and not letting my head up I had no choice but to swallow it.After that he sit there naked while I was still on my knees and ask me what I thought, told him I had liked it a lot and I knew I was going to be sucking cock for years to come which I have. I continued sucking him usually 1/2 times week for several years,posting on Craigslist and now Doublelist .I’ve got a few regulars now, always wear panties and a black man I been sucking for 3 years regularly that I fully crossdressing for. I’ve been sucking now for over 30 years and don’t plan on quitting anytime soon.I’ll never forget the first one I took a chance on and sucked it led to a pleasure I truly love