First real experience

My first time with another man, I was around 19 and he was 39. I was a single guy cruising a chat room and was very horny hoping to find a woman. I got a pm from someone stating if I was horny they'd give me a bj. I said I'd love one. We chatted a little and I found out this person was a few blocks away. Finally i tell them I'll come over and then he tells me hes a guy. I had to contemplate because I'd never done anything with a guy before. We chatted a bit and I decided I'd go get my dick sucked. I get there and he's super nice, we have a beer, which I slammed and then started another beer and he says want to head to the bedroom. I drop my pants and underwear and he says, I want you to get naked and lay in the bed. I do. He gets naked too and I see this 9 inch monster on him. He starts rubbing my balls and cock and I'm hard in no time. He moves down and begins giving me the best head I've ever had. He starts licking and sucking my balls and I'm in heaven. He goes back to sucking me and before long i am blowing the biggest load I've ever blown down his throat. I lay back super relaxed now. He kisses my cock and says how was that? I said that was fucking great. He says told ya you'd love it. He says, I got more you'll love and I say I'm pretty content over here. He says but its my turn to be content too. He lubed up his cock and threw my legs over his shoulders and says it'll be fun. Before i know it he's working his monster cock into me and I'm biting my lower lip and sort of grunting. He's halfway inside me and says are you ok. At this point I catch my breath and all I can say is uh huh. He says good cuz so far you feel really good. He keeps going and I can feel him hitting my insides now. He must have felt it too because he says damn boy thats all you can take, I'm not all the way in yet. I reach down to see what he means and he still has cock sticking out of me. He smiles and says told ya. He then proceeds to fuck my now non virgin ass for almost an hour before he says I'm almost there. My brain was not working at all and all I could get out was ok. He says I'm cumming baby and pushes hard against my insides and blows a big load really deep in me. He kisses my neck and cheek and says damn that was a good one. He stays on top of me until his cock softens and slowly pulls out. He rolls over and says it's time for a smoke. Im laying there sort of in shock as I'd just lost my cherry to a guy I'd met online. He offers me a drag but I dont smoke. He says i want you doggystyle for round 2. I'm still wrapping my brain around what just happened. There was a round 2 and he got my doggystyle and had no mercy on my insides. He also kept stopping and restarting so he would last what felt like forever. I got to his place around 11pm. It was 5am when he helped me to my car and told me to soak in a hot tub when I got home. I could barely sit let alone press the gas pedal. I was sore for days afterwards. I never went back for more but I do kind of wish we hadn't lost touch.