Straight man first time

Working out of town I had a few days off. I decided to buy me a little something to make me feel good. Start off I’m a 45 WM married with kids. Never even thought about being with a man. So I was about 4 hrs into my “partying” and I couldn’t stop watching men on men porn. I post on Doublelist looking for a first time while I’m high. An hour later I have a knock on my door. I was so high I just posted my room number and hotel. I open the door and this young chubby man is standing there. He comes in and I’m high as crap. No names were given. I go and sit on the bed and he lays sideways across to me. We talk while I’m doing my party stuff. 45 min goes by and he asked if I showered yet and I said yes. He looks at me and says do you mind if I go jump in the shower. He walks in the shower and I do a big one and I’m ready. I get under the sheets take all my clothes off. He comes out with just shorts on. He rips the sheets off and starts rubbing himself looking at me. He lays down beside me and I turn over and ask him to pull it out. He makes me say please. He takes his shorts off and his huge 9 inch cock is there. I put a line in his stomach and go down to do it. He said use your lips and lick it up. So I do. He grabbed my head and pushed it down to his cock. First time I’ve ever tasted one. I start sucking on it. Gagging on his cock and it’s still soft. He pulls his hand off my head and I look up at him and he apologizes. I said I want it rough. He looked at me and He makes me stand up he stands in front me pushes me against a wall. He goes down and starts sucking me. I have never felt something like that. He runs his fingers between my ass spreading my legs. My cock is throbbing now even high. He rubs his finger on my asshole and runs it up my body to my lips. He looks at me and tells me to suck it. I suck his finger as he proceeds to suck me more. I have never been this hard. I tell him fuck your going to make me cum. He sucks harder and faster his finger still in my mouth. He pulled his mouth off my cock stood up and I’m begging him to make me cum. He said you must kiss me first. I never dreamed of kissing a man. I grab him and pull him to me I start kissing him. I taste my cock on his lips. He pulls back and says lay on the bed. I do. My cock is throbbing. I lay down on my back and spread my legs as far as I can. He stands over me. He goes to his bag and pulls out a double dildo. 10 inches on top with a 5 inch on bottom. He rubs it on my cock up and down. He asked if I wanted to see how much of a slut he can be. I begged. He put the smaller dildo beside my cock and starts sucking. I screamed fuck I’m cumming as I cum his mouth. He just takes it spitting my cum onto my cock. I have never came so hard. He rolls over and I stand up quickly not knowing what to do. So I walk over to the table and do several big lines. I turn around and he is laying there legs spread open his cock hard and rubbing it with my cum. I get on my knees and all I want to do is be fucked. I rub my cock in front of him cum all over my cock. He asks have you ever tasted cum. I said no. He grabbed my soft cock and rubbed it spreading his fingers with my cum on it he sticks them in my mouth. I swallow his fingers to the back of my throat I want to suck his dick so bad so I grab his hand and I start sucking. He is moaning telling me how good of a bitch I am. He is choking me with his cock. I suck harder and harder and he grabs the dildo he tells me to 69 him and keep fucking sucking. I lay on top of him spread my legs wide open. He grabs the lube he bought and covers my asshole with it. He tells me to take all his cock in his mouth. I start licking the tip of of. I’m the highest I have ever been. I stop. I lay on my back and spread my legs. He turns over and lays on top of me. Text me for the rest and pics. Four three two 241 zero zero 8 five