Always been curious

So I am a straight guy but have always been bi curious. I ended up moving downtown in my city and there is a park that is known as a frequented cruising spot. One night when I had a few drinks I finally mustered up the courage to go down there and test my lucky (and sexuality). Found a guy while I was waiting around in the tree'd area and ended up sucking him off. We almost got caught so I didn't get a chance to finish him off. It started my bisexual awakening. A few months after, I found a guy on here who was looking for a suck. I wound up going to his apartment while wearing a belaclava because I wanted to remain anon. He buzzed me in, I went in to his apartment, found him completely naked while he guided me in to the bedroom. He layed down on the bed and I sucked him until he blew in my mouth. I've been thinking about this for years now and would love to take his load again. So hard even thinking about it!!