Fantasy for reality

I have read many stories here on DL and some have pulled me in. I am new , had a few bjs and enjoyed them. Each time i read a story i want to experience more. I am not sure how to get involved with a couple of clean guys that will take my virgin ass and be gentle. I would like to suck my first cock and get fucked. I want to know if i would like and enjoy it. I like my body rubbed on and played with. I want to be touched and teased. I would like to take a cock and tease it. Take my tongue and run it up and down the shaft then circling the head and kissing it. Take the head into my mouth and run my tongue all around it then taking more of the cock in my mouth and sucking it feeling it tense up then power suck it squeezing the base knowing it is ready to cum then suck it harder letting the cum flow. Fantasize that another guy is lubing my ass up and slowly pushing the head of his cock in my ass and letting my ass relax before pushing in deeper using slow strokes untill he is balls deep. I want to feel him move faster and thrusting deeper untill i feel the pulsing of his cock before he unloads he cum deep within. DL needs a section for fantasy going for reality. One of these days i may find a couple guys willing to play