First Time Taste

I’m a married masculine olde gent. Last few years because of sexless marriage I would occasionally get my cock sucked by women. I used to pass bookstore and watch porn. I would be approached by other men but always declined. Eventually I had another man suck my cock. As time went by after numerous adventures I found a mature bi guy that would suck my cock. We eventually get naked and I was completely into making out and toppings this guy. So now full fledged bi or was I now gay. Eventually the curiosity got the better of me and I started sucking him too. We would 69 and I loved it but never took his load in my mouth. Fast forward and I moved outta California to a small town in Idaho. Not much happening in this small town. Get on Doublelist and most guys are in big city bout an hour away. After moving away I started regretting not going further and experiencing taking a load in my mouth and maybe getting topped. Been craving man to man play. The other day I drove to big city and went to bookstore there. I purposely left door unlocked as I strolled my hard cock. Guy entered and wanted to play. I started to suck his hard cock and he sucked me. I told him that I hand never taken a man’s cum into my mouth. We were making out and sucking each others nipples. He produced a bottle of poppers and we both sniffed some. Oh fuck I lost all inabitions and got so horny. We took turns giving head til I came in his mouth I immediately started sucking him and took his warm jizz into my mouth and swallowed all. I woke up the next day craving cock and cum I’m my mouth. I do believe that now I’m gay.