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I'm 40 been wanting a guy to suck me swallow me & eat my ass I heard it feels great so looking on doublelist found a 53 yr old wanting to swallow a load didn't say what's he looked like so I responded & said I'm hosting & I've never done this so he came about 45 min later I was naked & had just got my cock hard for him to grab me & start sucking me so the door open I had the porch light off he walks in & it's a black guy I was in shock never thought I'd be with a blk guy knowing what rumors say but he was a good looking guy had gym shorts on & a muscle shirt nice build & I glanced down & see this long bulge was long from the looks of it I was scared.. he said hi do u wanna lay on the couch I said no my bed we go to my room he lays me down & opens my legs and starts licking & sucking me his tongue felt big & long I was moaning good it felt amazing he was licking my balls sucking on then nice & soft & deep throating me he made me feel relaxed I forgot what I saw at that moment & I was already about to cumm & he fkn swallowed me to the base of my balls his tongue long & licking my sack at the same time I fknn came Soo good then he started sucking Soo fast had me squirming then he turns me around & that tongue was licking & sucking my asshole like if he was eating a pussy I'm moaning I didn't give a fuck I felt my butthole throbbing it was like he was tongue fucking me then he turns me on my side pulls my cock back toward my ass and is sucking my cock then my butthole 1 right after another I just kept moaning saying dammm it feels beautiful don't stop & then I feel his finger slip into my asshole & he has my cock pulled back sucking me while he is finger fucking me his finger was thick & long & again I'm about to cumm & he pulls out his finger rt before I was gonna come & he put his cock in my ass at the time I was about to cumm it fkn hurt but at the same time lost concentration because I was about to cumm he push his cock as deep as he could go & my cock shot out big ass loads from the pressure of his hard cock it was long he layed me on my stomach had me at the edge of the bed gripping my hips & fucking me hard & deep my eyes were watery like I was crying because it hurt that fker was big & long but at the same time I never had that done but felt good I let him fuck me like a rag doll he flipped me over pushed my legs up like a bitch and was fucking me sooo good like if he was fucking a girl pounding me all I could do or say was ooouch ooouch oommggg & he said ru ready I'm gonna cummm want me to pull out or stay in I said stay in fuck me fuck me he was hitting that shit good against my ass cheeks and he cummed in me Soo good I felt the pressure of him shooting in my ass was amazing & I feel him backing off to pull it out I felt that shit seemed long &. I can feel his cummm dripping out down my back & my butthole throbbing he says Damm u were tight & felt good I wanna fuck u again can u handle it again I said fuck yeah his cock was big I was it like 8 to 9 in.. so he lays on the bed says sit on it so I get on top of him and my asshole was already open because of him it just slide rite in I road his cock didn't really hurt after that maybe numb who knows but I was ride it so good felt amazing & I said I'm gonna cummm he said me too so I sat down on him so his cock was fully in me to the tip of his balls & cummed in me sooo good & I cummed it shot all over his chest & chin & I just sat there didn't move I could feel his cock throbbing up in me shoot or dripping all his cumm in me & my cock dripping on his stomach we looked at each other & laughed so I got off of him & we layed there for a bit before he left said see you tomorrow that black cock was unreal