A Journey of Rediscovery and Connection

Widowed male. I'd been a married bi man for years. But being married, I couldnt get enough cock.
Then she got cancer. It lasted 2 years and she was gone.
I was lonely. I needed touched. I tried the dating sites but nothing worked out. Then I got on some male pick up sites.
Wow. It was so easy.
I started getting my share of cock to suck. And bottomed a few time. But I wanted passion.
Then i started talking to another married man. He was in a passionate less and sexless marriage.
We started hooking up when he could. It was fire works from the start. Kissing each others bodies. Giving each other oral.
When the timing was perfect. He grabbed the lube. Lubed his cock and gently lubed my hole. I knew he wanted me. I pulled him on top of me. Kissing the whole time. I wrapped my legs around him. Reaching for his cock. I placed him at my entrance. Pulling him closer. Feeling him going deeper by the minute. We stopped kissing to get our breath.
The connection was powerfull.
Never pounding me. But deep steady pace.
He started kissing my neck. Sucking like a teenager.
I whispered that I was his to do as he pleased. He started leaving hickeys on my neck.
He went from my neck to lips kissing me. I felt so good and wanted.
He kissed my ear and said he was going to make me his own. He asked if he really owned me. I said yes. He told me to promise I wouldnt give my ass to anyone else. Looking in his eyes. I said it's yours ass now. He grunted and kissed me as his cock throbbed in me and gave me his cum.
That was our first time together last year.
He usually makes love to me. But sometimes he likes to have me waiting bent over. Lubed . Ready for him to stop by. Pump me full and leave. Never kissing me. He likes me to prove I'm his obedient man waiting on him. And I dont mind.