Exploring Connection Through Secret Encounters

I was curious. Had met a guy , a black guy who said my secret was safe with him. So I decided to go for it. After a few encounters we began to click. I was submissive and he liked that. I had begun to get verbal without realizing it. He wasn't enormous but big. I must admit , I kinda liked the intensity when he would pound me just right.
I would struggle when he slammed me whining it was too deep. This turned him on. Eventually I would surrender and give up as he pounded me hard. Cum poured from my confused cock. I loved it. The more he pounded , the more submissive I became. I pinched my nipples hard and nearly cried as he satisfied us both. An hour of dirty bliss each time he showed up. Twisted maybe but, I finally knew my fantasies of taboo sex could be realized. I have a few videos of our best rounds and keep them hidden for myself when I get the itch. It's been awhile and I'm thinking about finding another big cock to please.