A Curious Guy Explores New Relationship Dynamics

I’m a mostly straight guy. I don’t find men attractive but I was young and curious. I was 23, recently divorced and horny. Not much of a ladies man. I had done some light oral stuff before but never beyond that. I was in Denton Texas once at the mall and saw a CL ad looking for a sub bottom. The picture was so hot, a big ripped black guy with an amazing cock. I responded but told him that I had no experience but was curious to try. He invited me over. I got to his house and my heart was pounding. I was so nervous, he dimmed the lights and lit some candles before laying down and dropping his robe. His cock was amazing. I dropped to my knees and started to work it with my mouth as good as I could. I sucked his balls and he stood me up and pushed me into the bed. He got on top of me and threw my legs up as he rubbed his big cock up and down my ass crack and teasing my hold. I had never felt this before. I got close to cumming just form this!! lol then he pulled me close and started to kiss me, I had never kissed a guy before either, but I loved it. The way he took control and just got what he wanted form me, I know he had complete control and I’d do what he said. He went down and sucked me for just a min before putting lube on my hole and his big cock. He looked in my eyes as he penetrated my ass for the first time. His cock was so big, it hurt, but I didn’t want him to stop. I wanted my tight little hole to make his big juicy cock feel good!! He fucked me slowly in different positions and I took every inch of that cock. He then started to pump hard and faster and I knew he was about to cum, I started to beg him to cum and tell him how good his cock was. He came inside me. He left his cock in me and told me to stroke my cock till I cum. He teased my hole again and I came so hard all over my stomach. I have been fucked since but never as good as he fucked me.