Exploring New Dynamics in Friendship

I was shocked as his tiny cock flooded my mouth with more cum than I ever experienced. I could not keep it all as it leaked from both corners of my lips and dripped onto his balls. I swallowed hard and began lapping up my mess happily as he dribbled the last of his delicious love potion from his already softening cock. We'd been friends for a long time but never intimate until that night. He was telling me how depressed he had become since his wife left and I felt badly for his situation. I wanted just to relieve his stress and anxiety but never thought I'd go this far. Afterwards he seemed very guiltfull and apprehensive. I said, I was the one who suggested that I give him pleasure and he should not feel any guilt because I derived a lot of pleasure from just pleasing him. We have not been in touch since that evening, but I still crave the warmth of his cock and re-live the moments in my mind constantly. I want and need his cum in my waiting mouth again but know I ruined our friendship.