An Unexpected Encounter with a Neighbor

Where do I start. I am a totally straight kind of guy. I grew up in a biker family. I mean hardcore outlaw type. I am not that , but still . Anyways I have now and then under extremely discreet encounters with 1 person who got my virginity before woman. Believe me I do love pussy. I did somewhat like cock. This 1 particular day, I had broken with my gf. And she was taking me back home. ( my car was in repair shop.) So I ask her to drop me off at a friend's house. He was at work. I had planned on surprising him when he got home. So she dropped me off, and left. Well one of the neighbors was working outside and seen me upset and her leaving. He approached me and asked if I would like a beer. I said hell yes. Not having a clue to what was going to happen. After a few beers, he asked if I would like my cock sucked. I was reluctant, but finally said yes. He sucked my cock so fucking good. I was really enjoying it. Then he stuck his tongue in my ass. Oh my god !!!! I loved it. That's when he made his move. He was older like 50. I was 21. He was slim and tall and his cock was so big. I have a big 10in banana shape cock. His was bigger and fatter. He says would you like a massage. I say yes I would. He gave a great massage. I was like putty for him to take me. He took charge as he started to put his cock in me. He get it in a lil bit and I was squirming and trying to get away. He held me firmly and would pull it out. Then he smack my ass hard with his hand. And would put it in a lil more. That happened probably a half dozen times before he finally got every inch of that huge cock inside me. That night I will never forget. I have had great sex with women. That night with him was the best sex I ever had. I came 6 times. He fucked me all night with his huge cock. I loved it. Over the next 2 weeks he fucked me so good. I never sucked his cock or even thought about sucking a mans dick. Yuck right. After enjoying getting fucked by him. I was ready to give myself to him completely. He was going to have me the way he wanted. I wanted nothing more than to please him. I would have sucked his cock dry happily. He didnt answer the door . I guess I didnt get to that point of desire fast enough for him. If he would have answered the door. I would have been his to exploit and I would have loved every moment. Now I am left trying to find someone to make me feel like he did. To look in his eyes as his hard cock is throbbing deep inside me. Then to feel him pounding my ass hard . best sex I ever had.