Exploring New Connections After a Breakup

A new world. I'm 35, an attractive Redhead. I'm a SSBBW, I'm around 300, about 5'7. I have pale white skin, I'm about a 40-59-66, full natural Red bush ☺️. I'm a Loan Manager at local Bank, we're closed on the weekends. I'm single . I was in a relationship with my boyfriend for about two years but we broke up, my choice. It was a number of things, he couldn't hold a steady job for one thing, the other was sex. We only had sex when he wanted to. Sometimes he wanted a threesome, but it was always with another woman. I begged him for another guy or guy's, but he wouldn't do it. When we had another woman he always enjoyed first and made me watch, by the time she left all I got to do was suck his limp cock 😪. Finally I got fed up and called it quits and kicked him out. I still had my DL account though. I got home one evening after work ate dinner and took a shower. I was relaxing and having a few drinks and decided to browse through the posts. I thought I might find someone looking for a quick hookup. After a few minutes I saw one that got my attention. The heading said Looking for SSBBW. I clicked on it and started reading it. 47 year old man, Dom. Looking for a SSBBW who has a fantasy or fantasies. Can be anything you desire, or have dreams of. Experience in BDSM, multiple partners party play, pain, discipline, rough, sensual, whatever you want. Message me if you're interested and serious with your thoughts and any pics of you that you want to share. This can be a one time thing or something else, definitely up to you. I thought for a few minutes, about all my secret fantasies and dreams. The things I had asked my ex boyfriend for but never got. I decided to reply, what the hell. I said hi I'm Julie. I'm single no drama. I'm 35 and a SSBBW as you tell from my stats, as I included them. I'll attach a few pictures also. This is a serious response to your post. I have had fantasies and dreams about about everything that you mentioned in your post and perhaps more. I no longer want to live a dull sexless life. I want to feel like a whole woman who's sole purpose is to please you and your friends in anyway that you want, that's my fantasy. I don't want to do it for a one time thrill, but I hope you will enjoy me enough to want to use me for a long term relationship. I'm including my number along with a few pics. Hopefully if you're interested we can talk and meet. I had a lot of pictures of me on my computer because my boyfriend liked taking nudes of me. I attached one of me standing naked, one of me on the bed showing off my fat hairy pussy and one of me bending over displaying my huge ass. I sent my reply. I was at work the next day and I got a text. I opened it. He said hello my name is Jason. He included his picture. He was very handsome. He said I got your message last night, your reply to post. I must say I think you're beautiful and very hot 🔥. I loved your pictures and really loved your message. I would love to meet you and talk about it more. If you're still interested please let me know when you're available, thanks. I couldn't believe it, God I got so excited 😆. I texted him back, what's good for you? He said how about we meet for lunch Saturday at Charlie's around noon. I said Yes. He said okay, please wear something special for me, kinda sexy. I said I would love to 😍. OMG I couldn't believe it, he was so handsome. When Saturday finally came I was so excited. I got up early and done a few things around the house. I took a nice long hot shower. When I finished I put on my sheerest white bra and matching thong panties. Yes big women can wear them too!! I special ordered my bra and panties online from a plus size sex boutique. I put one of my short black dresses and heels. I fixed my hair and makeup 💄. I got to the Cafe around noon, Jason had a table on the patio waiting for me. He said WOW Julie you're even more beautiful in person. I said thank you. Part 2.