Exploring Curiosity: A Gay Perspective on Straight Encounters

First time writer. I have been reading these stories for a long time. And wanted to add some prospective to being gay.
I knew I was gay in my early teens. I played with several boys from high school. The summer after I graduated I became open about it.
I'm not flamboyant but i guess my submissive side and soft mannerisms makes it easier to tell I'm gay to straight guys.
What has amazed over the years, Is the amount of straight guys that will come on to me, if there is no other straight guys around when they do.
I believe most straight guys will play with a gay guy if they are sure no one else will find out.
I like breaking a straight guy for the first time. And I dont tell about it after.
I'm in my late 50s now. But through my 20s to mid 30s, I've sucked many a cock. I was just a cock whore.
I started working in a factory early 20s. If there was more than 3 straight guys around. They didnt have much to say to me. I never hid the fact I'm gay.
But if I had to work with 1 straight guy alone. They usually asked what gay was like. And it wouldnt take a week to have his cock shooting down my throat. Back of the parking lot or at my apartment.
When they want to ask me about me being gay. I just tell them I like to please a strong, dominant guy. I love to pleasure a cock.
It's happened so many times over the years.
I went on to work at big box stores full of male employees. Always the same thing.
I've had straight friends that's always asked and I sucked them also. ( I still do).
The guys that's came back for repeated blowjobs usually get comfortable enough to ask to fuck me.
And some that's became regulars end up wanting to try sucking me. A few have bottomed for me.
I like pleasing straight guys, but it's a quest for me to get that guy to go farther than me sucking them off.
Once there on there 3rd or 4th visit, I'll try probing there ass as I blow them. I'll convince them my tight ass is better than my blowjobs. And I usually get them to breed me.
Now most straight guys, especially the married ones. They dont like kissing or passion. They just want to get off, get there cock pleasured . By mouth or my ass.
But the ones that do like passion. Those are the guys that usually like to try sucking my cock or bottoming.
I've gotten older now and my taste have changed.
Sure I'll suck a nice cock almost anytime. But I dont like just getting fucked anymore.
I love to please and pleasure my partner. I'll let him do most anything he wants.
But if a guy wants me to bottom. I want him to breed me with passion, penetrate me as he kisses me or my body. Tease my hole to be ready for it. I want my hole to be craving his cock. To breed me slow at first. Then take me how he wants.
I love for my partner to be kissing me or looking at his face and eyes as he releases his warm seed in me. And not just pull out. I love to feel his cock shrink in me as he slides out, his seed slowly runs down my crack.
I'm still a cock whore by heart. But now I'm a passionate one