A Mother's Secret Thoughts on Family Bonds

Shared secrets. I'm 48, an attractive widow. I'm about 5'7, long wavy black hair. I'm around 130 about a 36C-25-36, neatly trimmed but natural underneath 😊. I'm a nurse at a full clinic and work 4 days a week, 10 hour shifts. I have two wonderful son's, Jack 30 and Luke 26. Both are very handsome, tall and athletic built like their father. Jack is an Electrician and Luke is a Dental hygienist. I'm proud of both of them. They're both single, which is surprising to me. They usually come over on the weekends and take care of my lawn work and any odd jobs I need help with. We usually have a cookout or something, spend the evening watching movies or sports and have some drinks on the deck and just talk. I usually go to bed before they do. I guess it's wrong and I'm not trying to speak for everyone else, but I do fantasize about them, especially when I go to bed 😱. I mean I think it's kinda natural, the bond between mothers and son's. I would never say anything to them or anyone else, but I did think about them. I loved them both. They were handsome young men and I often found myself fantasizing about a relationship with them 💞. I knew I could never approach them about though and that was my secret 😢. That week was Good Friday and everything was going to be closed for the weekend. I had mentioned about needing my brakes changed and I Jack some money to get me a new set. He said he pick them up and him and Luke would come over Friday and change them and stay the weekend and of course take care everything else. I said okay sounds great. The more time I got to see them the happier I was. They both left some clothes in their old rooms and extra hygiene stuff, so they wouldn't have bring anything when they came over. I would wash their things and put them away when I did my laundry. It was funny, I never saw any underwear, so I knew they were going commando 😲. They came over Friday about noon in Jack's truck. They started working on my car in the garage. I went in the kitchen and started making some lemonade and lunch. The side door was still open and I could hear them talking. Luke asked Jack how his date went. He said it was a bust like all the rest. She was giving me a blowjob and I had her by the head and I was about to cum and I yelled OMG YES Mom. She pulled away put her clothes on and left. Luke said yeah I know what you mean. I was with this the girl the other night , she was kinda built Mom, just as hot 🔥. I was fucking her and slipped up and said Do you want my cum in your sweet pussy Mom. She slapped me and told me to get out. Jack said guess we both got the same problem. Luke said yeah but we can't do anything about it. We both love Mom and want her. I froze, my face turned Red 🥵 and I started shaking all over 😱. OMG YES, they were thinking about me too 😊. I had my secret and they had theirs. When they finished the breaks we had lunch. They said we'll do the lawn tomorrow. I smiled, why don't you just go ahead and finish it up today and then we can enjoy the rest of the weekend. They said okay. While they were busy in the yard I took a nice long hot bath. I trimmed up a little, not much, I enjoyed having my Bush 😋. I put on a pink bra and panties and a white tank top and white leggings. I knew they would show through and hopefully the boys would notice 😈. It was late afternoon early evening when they finished. They came in and took a shower and changed. Both of put on tank tops and loose fitting gym shorts. When they saw me they stopped and stared for a few seconds, WOW Mom, You look really hot, sorry we meant nice. I said thank you and it's okay, I'm flattered that you think so. We had dinner and then some drinks on the deck. I said I don't mean to pry but why haven't you two introduced me to your girlfriends? They kinda grinned, well we don't have any. I said okay why? They said we haven't found girl or woman for either of us yet. Part 2