The Journey of Finding a Serious Connection

Part 1..thick one..I had posted a few times but kept getting the same responses ffrom the same guys that weren't really serious, just horny and wanted pictures to jack off to. I started emailing with a guy in a neighboring town and he sounded like he really wanted it but might need a little convincing, He sent pics of his shaved 7 inch cock witch got my attention. It was stiif and staking straight up, looked thick too. He kept making excuses not to meet so I passed on him for a few months the he emailed again. We emailed back and forth again but didn't get together, more excuses so nothing again. A few months go by so I emailed him this time and he responed that he could host in a week. I had that date off so I agreed. We exchanged dirty emails a few more times then the night for the date he asked if I was still coming so I had the feeling he was going to go through with it. The next morning he replied with an address, I what time I'd be there and he said that would give him time for a shower. I arrive about 15 minutes later and he answered the door in shorts but I could tell he had no underwear on, as i requested. He asked where I wanted to to this and I replied where ever you like. We went into the bedroom and I got on my knees in front of him and felt up his leg to his shorts. He was rock hard already, it was big and thick, bigger than I expected. My first thought was that he was to big for my mouth so I pulled his shorts down and his big cock sprung out standig up as in the pictures. I held it in my hand and realized how big it really was, I could barely close my fingers around it. I started stroking up and down the length wondering how I was going to get it in my mouth, let alone my throat. Well I thought here goes and I started by licking the head, it was nice and hard. I licked up and down to his big balls, fingering his taint as he moaned. I was new to this and remember thinking man he was so big. I opend my mouth as wide as I could and surprised myself that I could take it in. I sucked on the head, then took more in, pressing my tongue against it hard as gave the best suction I could with my mouth that wide open. He said he was about to cum. I was kind of delighted in how quick I go him to shoot his load. I pulled it out of my mouth and started stroking so I could see him cum. His cock got even hard as he began to throb. Damn he shot a log of cum, it ran dowm my hand as I continued to stroke up and down the length. The spurts slowed and I also slow my strking wihile I put the head in my mouht to tasted his juice. His cum was has but really had no taste, which I liked. He said that was amazing as he relaxed. We chatted for a few miutes as I noticed that he was still hard so I held his cock again and got on my knees again. This time I was going to try deepthroating. He was still rock hard which kind of amazed me, big and fucking hard. He leaned back as I went at it again, this time taking more of his length, all the way in my mouth, then tried down my throat but he was to big so I choked and pulled it out. I put it in again and pressed harder this time. I felt the head going down my throat as he moaned louder. I did it I thought, his big cock is in my throat and I'm not gagging. That really made me horny and I came in my shorts. I got more adventurous and took it deeper, fucking felt so good. I squeezed the head with my throat and tried to lick his balls at the same time. He said suck that cock, damn you can suck a dick. As I put it down my throat again I was going to get more daring and put my finger in his ass. He then said he was going to cum. I held him in my throat as I felt him growing in my throat, stretching it's limit. Then I felt him throb and pump what was my first throat load of cum. He kept throbbing as I tried taking it all. I was thinking damn this is hot and I liked it as his cum pumped down my throat. He left it in as his pulsations slowed, then slowly