A Surprising Encounter at the Coffee Shop

Blessed day.

Had an amazing time her laying on me I'm rubbing oil everywhere on her, we watching a movie kissing being romantic and sensual. Only person I been with all year as an above average everything man. I spend all night with her eating her sideways from Sunday everywhere, slow stroking till 6am mixing fluids. We wake up around nine and I make some more deposits then she says she got to dip it's 2pm by now. She hits me up 3 hours later talking she gonna slide through tomorrow cause something came up and she fell asleep. I'm like cool okay bet. I sleep on it and hit her when I wake up after my coffee. I say I'm driving where you at? She give me a random street near 4 hotels...... I said bet I will meet you at the coffee shop around the corner. I shower and we texting she says that maybe she'll let me see her in a orgy situation. My stomach dropped. She couldn't pick up the phone I banged her line 4 or 5 times. She text me saying I been acting bad??? I go tf off I overreacted, nothing physical just felt like a fkn dummy. I was just hitting raw for about a 18 hour span with a few breaks and a nap busting inside. My D is 8 and I'm truly a tall above average looking what am I not getting. When we agreed to sleep together or for her to even talk to me she had to be the opposite of someone who would even think of an orgy, I stated my intentions and she agreed & now I feel she did this the whole time.
I'm beside myself as I had planned to host her from tomorrow Saturday till Thursday now I sort of don't want to speak to her again as I'm disgusted she would be that irresponsible with me I love her so much I would've always cherished her. She still wanted to come and have fun with me it's really causing these triggers and red flags to go off, I'm just about at that point to try and find the love of my life on here, she got to be somewhere right? Love does hurt because I'm laying in my bed right now I didn't eat in like 15 hours just feeling heartache, crying sporadic. I'm a mess but here's me bucking up. At least I got to express partially of what I'm feeling here.