An Unexpected Encounter During a Massage

Straight guy 30s. I have bi/gay urges I need to act on occasionally. Especially with older guys (40s-50s) that know what they want and like to use me for their own pleasure. That feeling of being vulnerable, submissive and slutty turns me on. It all started one night I was horny trying to find a female massage with no luck. 9pm was pushing it so thought I'd try a male. Before I knew it I was in contact and giving him the address to my apartment. Freshly showered when he arrived we went straight to the bedroom. He gave an amazing sensual massage that ended by working my ass and groin with extra attention. I couldn't resist and gave my approval by arching my back to allow him more access. He teased my hole some more before presenting his 6in cut cock to me asking do I want to suck it. I knew what to do and took it into my mouth running on instinct. I was scared of his cum and let him blow on my body. He returned the action and we were both relieved.
Still buzzing the next day I was surprised to get another message from him wanting to visit again that night. I said yes. He arrived as I finished in the shower opening the door wrapped in a towel still slightly wet. I dropped to my knees and couldn't get his cock out and into my mouth quick enough. This became the pattern. He lead me to the room sucked me for a bit, then started rimming and fingering me. Soon leading to him fucking me doggy style. I was a little used to it from an ex gf that was into licking my ass and using her vibrator in me to intensify orgasm. Anyway we started fucking weekly. I was amazed when I started letting him unload in my mouth and swallowing it. He would either suck or wank me or watch me jerk myself off to completion after I made him blow. Sometimes he'd pick me up and drive back to his place. My head in his lap the whole way sucking his cock. At traffic lights he'd force my head down on his hard cock. Learnt he had a partner but unsure if it was m or f. Made me feel even more slutty. Doing it on his bed. Laying on my back with my head over the edge so he could stand over me and fuck my mouth. Even if he didn't have much time we'd do it in the car on a dark secluded street. Never unloading inside me but making sure I swallowed him. I think he may have blew inside me once maybe I never questioned it. This turned me to pursue other adventures and encounters with discreet mature guys.
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