Figured it out.

I have always been bi since I was a teenager and I always wondered what it would be like to suck my own cock.
My cock was 8 -9" at the time .
When I was 21 I was living by myself and I thought I would try doing it.
So after I took a shower I laid down on my bed got my cock nice and hard,put a thin pillow under my head and rolled my legs back over my head and put them under the rail of foot board then wrapped my arms around my legs and started pulling my cock towards my mouth, at first it hurt my back at first .
Would jack myself off and shoot my load into my mouth and on my face .
It took me a few more weeks of trying til I was able to get the head of it in my mouth then it wasn't much longer before I had about 4" of it my mouth.
At that point I started sucking it and licked the head of my hard cock then stuff it in my mouth and suck it and stroke it til I shot my load down my throat and I'd suck myself dry .
I sucked myself off for a while til I got a new job traveling where I had to share a room,but when I came home in the weekend I'd be right back at it and I usually had a week or two of cum stored up .
I'd lay in bed and get my cock god and hard stroking it and tasting my pre cum then I'd roll back and get it in my mouth and suck it and taste my pre cum as I sucked and licked it til I shot a huge load of cum into my mouth I would swallow it and keep sucking til there wasn't any more left.
But I was only able to do it for awhile because I moved in with my GF and she wasn't a fan of that type of stuff.
My second wife was cool with it and was turned on by it , but she'd suck my cock til it was good and hard then I'd roll back with my feet over my head ,I couldn't get my cock in my mouth,but she'd jack me off while she finger fucked my ass and I'd shoot my load in my mouth and share it with her.
But it was fun while it lasted.