Phoenix Experience

My very first time was when I gave someone a blowjob while we were drunk. I was at my friends's apt drinking with her and his boyfriend. We were all hammered. Then he got into an argument with her, so she stormed out and left walking . I was just a by stander and wanted to leave but I could not drive. So I asked the bf if they had a spare room i could crash out in. He gave me a comforter and pillow and took me into any empty bedroom. You can crash out here i said ok. Its was already 2am she was still gone Anyway i heard someone come in the room but I didnt turn around to see who it was. Then they left. After a little while i heard the door again. This time the bf walked up to where i was laying. I could tell he was drunk. He got down on his knees to the side of me and took his cock out. He kept whispering, kiss my cock, cmon please suck my cock before she gets back. I was trying to fake sleep but he knew i was awake. I didnt want to. He kept pressuring me and started to fondle me. Then he started to lift my head with his hand trying to persuade me to do it. I remember him jerking his cock off at my face. He kept pressuring me for a long time until I made up mind to suck his cock so he leaves the room. I had no idea how to start sucking cock. Ive never grabbed or touched a mans cock before. He laid down so i turned to my side put it in my mouth. I didnt know what to think and especailly worried my friend walks in the door and sees us. So i did the best i can qnd serviced him up and down. After a few minutes i felt like I got the hang of it. All I could hear is him moan and moan. At that point I could not say if ai like it or not. I was in panic roing it so he leaves. Then he turned to his side and i was on my side he took off his pants and boxerrs and shirt. He scooter up to my face and shoved his cock in my mouth and grabbed my head fucking my mouth. I was choking. I just kept still to let him finish. Then he took it out ,laid in his back and cummed. He asked me to clean it up but I said no. Around 4am she cane back. I could hear him still arguing with her but they were whispering. I laid in that room and didnt want to come out. I wasnt able to sleep the beer off because i was wide awake still trying to process what happened. The thought of sucking a cock stayed with me for days and days. I mean everything even how it tasted. I never saw her boyfriend again because they broke up and he moved out. After that night I did not become gay or bi curious. i remained straight for 12 years.