Weird interest

I'm a 47 year old, we'll just say I'm into finance and meet suits all day. Guys that think they have it going on,but...Don't.
My social life is non existent,but had two guys that I hook up with to let off steam. Brad has an amazing tongue, but let him fuck me with his below average cock. Jeff is a hung blue collar guy..ok OK he is the Super at my building. We fucked 15 minutes after we met. He was in a stairwell doing something, tank top biceps, I could smell him, not an odor, a man. I was in my apartment, almost shaking. Why I did it, I don't know, kicked panties off, went back down and told him I had an issue with my sink. As he followed me I felt his eyes burning a hole in my ass, tight black skirt. I felt the coolness, but also heat between my legs as I walked. We got in my condo, sink was fine, he turned around, " It seems ok.." he didnt get another sentence out, I picked up my panties and held them on my finger, " these fell off.." I didn't realize what I got myself into..He reached between my legs up and under, palmed my ass, my arm wrapped around his neck, he carried me and dropped me on couch." I don't go for cock teases.." as his pants were off and his massive cock bobbed out a foot away. He stood above me, " rub it.." I reached for it. " No tease, yourself..rub your pussy." I had the quickest quietest orgasm as he just stood there, the visual.." Good girl." Those words jolted me, he put the tip against my tight little pussy and gave me every inch of him, held my legs back and Fucked Me, I mean really fucked me. I was delirious as there was nothing else, no kissing or romance, it was like he emptied into me and left me there. I wanted to hear " Good girl" again. I lay there satisfied and full. Brad started sending messages, " Really hungry today." I was honest, then the " Let me eat it!!" " Really? You want to?"
' "mmmmm" Is all he sent.
Brad spread my legs, animal look in his eye and a fetish that was about to get out of hand was about to begin...
Having my cunt so sensitve, full of cum and then a guy eating it? I can not explain to you what his tongue did to me, he didn't play around, he sucked it out of me, licked up all of it, kept glancing down, getting close, pushed my leg back and gets some that ran down to my butt, first tongue ever on my virgin asshole. He stayed there pushing finger into my pussy. Orgasm began and didn't stop for almost two minutes. He finally ruined it with a quick fuck.He should've left after he ate it.
So the cycle began, get home from work, send text,take the big cock, Brad comes over and enjoys his snack. Then discovering this site, clean up guy's everywhere, but I wanted a very hung oral guy. But could never get the combo of a big cock and a kinky guy that likes cum. Oh I found the cock, over 9..yes really, but he won't go South. Poor Brad, Super fills me, Brad eats me, leaves and then massive cock fills me again. It's like a drug and I could go for hours until cycle is broken. I posted on DL, for after big cock...Brad replied, but I found someone else. I started inviting strange men over, getting a little dangerous. The feeling of having my cum filled fucked pussy licked is beyond any orgasms I could ever imagine. These guys moan as they suck me, they love it. That in turn gets me going.
Brad is a DL regular, cock or pussy he doesn't care. I had to cut him loose, but I found a regular in the building. Much older, gentle, well built, nice cock and a very hungry cream pie guy. Nice to have it 1 minute away.
Then guys at the same time..kink..seeing guys have sex with each other. Cock deep as guy sucks my clit..damn this is getting a little out of hand, but at the moment I wouldn't change a thing.