Cousin play

I have a first cousin that I always wanted to fuck as far back as I can remember.She is around 5ft,100/110 lbs, nice size tits, beautiful legs and ass and a beautiful face.Seems like at family get togethers we would end up together talking, not sexual but about everything going on around us, we would talk about people there and laugh, just a good time together.I never let on about what I’d like to do to her but she probably knew my desire to be with her.This was in our late teens, now I want to jump to our mid twenties.I had bought me a new home and after about a month living there she came to see it one night.After checking it out I offered her a beer and before long we had drinked a18 pack together. She didn’t want to drive home so she decided just to spend the night.When time came to go to bed I told her I’d sleep on couch and she could take the bed, but she said we will just share the bed and I thought nothing about it and thought we are cousins that’s almost like brothers and sisters even though I had always wanted her.She went to bed about 10 minutes ahead of me and when I got in bed she was completely naked, I just figured she would wear her panties and bra.when I got in bed I just had on my underwear.After about 5 minutes of laying there trying to get my nerve up to try something out of the blue she told me I need to lose those underwear and as quick as I did she got on top of me and started kissing me and rubbing her body on mine and by this time I was hard as a rock. I stopped her and asked if she was sure she wanted for this to happen and her reply was that she knew I had wanted her for a long time and she had wanted me too and tonight she decided she was going to have me so for me just to shut up and enjoy what was fixing to happen.With that being said I went full blown with her, treating her like she was just another girl, not my cousin.After hours of kissing, eating and sucking each other and fucking we fell asleep and woke up in each other’s arms. We got up and took shower together and during shower we decided we needed to sit down and talk about last night.We both admitted we didn’t regret what had happened and that both of us truly enjoyed it but should we continue to continue this relationship or just decide for it to be a one time thing.We both agreed that although it was fantastic let’s think about for a while and make a decision later, we both agreed that this kind of sexual behavior shouldn’t happen between 1st cousins and wasn’t accepted by society. After about 2 weeks she showed up at my house again and asked me had I given it any thought about it and I replied it was all I had been thinking about and I told her I wanted her more now than ever that she meant more to me than just a one night fuck.Her answer was basically the same as mine and asked me if I was seeing anyone which I replied not regular and she said the same thing.Then she told me what she wanted to happen and it almost sent me into shock.She wanted to move in with me and be lovers that she didn’t think nobody would suspect anything because we were cousins and was just sharing expenses.I didn’t know if it would work out that way but I kept remembering that night and how good it felt to be with her and how comfortable we were with each other and I definitely wanted more of her affection and especially sex with her.We decided to give it a try for a year and at that time we would make another decision about how it was working out.That was almost 20 years ago and we are still together, still having fantastic sex several times a week and believe it or not it seems to get better every time.As far as I know no one has ever thought anything about us even though we are together almost every time we go out.Needless to say I guess we feel in love with each other years ago beyond cousin love, even though we both knew it was wrong our desire for each other was to much to keep us apart