Exploring something new

In my20s I was married and my experiences with men weren't very often and usually were hurried encounters at rest areas or mall restrooms.After my first divorce I was very depressed for months but what started to get me out of my funk was that I was horny and was masturbating to men with men letters in Penthouse so I finally answered some personals in the local weekly. It was my first time reaching out to find men for sex and quite soon I'd connected with a few and was pleasantly surprised. I was almost shocked by how many of the men looking were closeted and married and I was happily surprised by how many of the men were ready and eager to let me feed them my cock and quite often wanted to be fucked before I left. What I came to enjoy was that unlike my earlier experiences with men, more often I got to meet with them at their homes or some other safe place. One of my early experiences was with a man that I met through his personal. I remember it was one of the first times that I made a date with a man to go by after work. He met me at the door and invited me in and for the first ten minutes or so we sat and chatted in his living room. I remember being extremely turned on knowing why I was there and pretty soon I slid over and as I turned toward him my hand moved down and I cupped the bulge at his crotch. We tried to continue our conversation as I squeezed him and then started to unbutton and then unzip his jeans. I'd only been with a man in his home a few times and getting to be with this man in private I found exciting and erotic. It got quiet as I reached around him and he didn't resist as I got his pants down and my hand grasped his shaft. I was a bit surprised when he moved close and started to kiss me but it all felt quite natural as we started to make out. Visiting a man in his home was quite new to me and felt extremely hot and sexy being so openly flirtatious and sexual with him. I went down on him there in his living room but he stopped me before he came. By then I was naked and he sucked my cock till I needed him to stop. We got naked and played for a bit on his couch and then at some point his eyes locked onto mine and he told me to follow him to his bedroom. Pretty soon I was fucking him and we both groaned and gasped till I finished deep in his asspussy. I only continued to see him for a few months cause he wasn't very close by. But I was single and was finally exploring my interest for men and for the first time I was getting to meet with a man in the privacy of his home and being able to openly let someone see me having sex with a man. I loved it when I got to his house and soon after arriving I would be reaching into his pants and when I got his cock fully erect I'd lead him to his couch where we'd hold and carress each other till one of us had slid down and taken cock deep into their mouth. It was a new pleasure for me. I'd get aroused as I drove over thinking about what I was doing and what my friends or family would say if they knew what I did there. This was all pretty new for me and I was hot and horny for a man's cock and from the first time we'd always end up on his bed fucking till I ejaculated. And after the first couple of times I let him know I wanted to fuck him bareback and though he tried to talk me out of it he let me. He was reluctant that first time but by the time I was cumming he was into it too. Having a man I visited and made out with while we had sex was an exciting new thing for me and I loved the times we were together