Poz deceived

Going to AA.knowing there people with issues.im a gay male.so i meet a few guys so are ok.one guy a little different older.but liked to talk
Later after the meeting he asked me if id hang with him for coffee.i said yes.were drinking coffee.he asked if he had hiv,did i mind.i said well we arent fucking no problem
About 5 mins into our talk.he lifted my shirt.liked my nipples.immediately put his mouth on my right nipple.it was hot.my nipple being sucked.very well i closed my eyes letting him suck me.and was pulling on my other tit.10 mins his cock is out slowly stroking a nice 8"cut shaved cock
I was slumped in my seat.he wanted me to suck his cock.i was afraid to.he said if i cant do this.at least let him rest his cock head,on my hole
,i didnt really say ok.but he spit in his hand,lubed his dickhead.if felt good just hot and wet .his head was nice feeling like i could let go.he pressed a bit..my hole opened up

His head slid in felt like 2 "but seconds later he moved up.still felt a little..then i felt his balls hit my ass.hot slippery.but in he ssid to relax.he wouldnt cum
Stroked his cock
Back n forth hanging on my ass
He kissed my neck
As this ifelt his cock burst hot liquid(cum) inside of me.he shot twice.held me still.he said we could fuck every meeting.i know i liked it
I should have just suc I ed his cock
But this was more fun.scared.for me.ok ive now fucked him seven times.i think i should get tested.he quickly said oh dont worry.not too.i just think hes giving me hiv at his home i saw a med lab report.showing a 6,000 viral load un medicated.and it was 3 months old.i drip knowing hes breeding me.ive really gotten attached to him,his cock.he asked if i let a few of his friend use me.he told his friends i would.i havent been with his friends
Do you think he is going to blame them if i get hiv.not telling anyone hes [email protected] id like to get some conversation,im in longisland.ny