Finally Did IT

I am not out or openly gay. Bi-Sexual really. Started cross dressing years ago and that grew into wanting to be seen. That turned into sucking cock at book stores, parks and so forth. Bought dildos and used them and then wanted the real thing. I was so nervous my first time. He was very nice and hard a 8 inch thin cock. He took it slow with me. He fucked me for what seemed like forever. I wanted it. Soon I wasn't able to hold back and statred cumming hands free. That is a feeling I will not forget. I wanted him to stop but he wasn't done. I crasped my pillow and just let him fuck me. I felt so much like a gurl. The sensations running through me. Then I could feel him getting there and he shot his load all inside of me. I could feel his warmth in me. I wanted to experinece that again and tried hooking up with a few more men but I never came while being fucked. Being older most men cum quickly I guess. So I thought I would try getting 2 men to come to my hotel room. They both were awhere of this and we set the date and place, I got all dressed and ready for them. Well prepared in my short dress, nylons. high heel shoes and sexy panty and bra. I had lube and towels laid out for them. Jim arrived first and said wow. That made me feel good as he pulled me towards him kissing me and grabbing my ass. We chatted for a bit and then Bob got there. He said he was running late and didn't have much time and wanted to fuck me first. As he was getting undressed Jim took me to the bed and pulled my dress off laying me down on the bed. I thought to my self this is really happening. Jim slid my panties off and grabbed the lube and started fingering me getting me ready for Bob. I looked over at Bob and he was standing there rubbing hi hard cock with lube. He had a nice 7 inch hard thick cock. He got on the bed and postioned himself between my legs. Slid a pillow under my ass and stared rubbing his hard cock at my hole. It took awhile but I felt his head pop inside of me. He worked his hard cock all the way into me slowly knowing I was struggling taking it. He lubed us both up some more and started fucking me. He was good at it. I was able to push back as he slid in and out of me. He was a bigger man and I wrapped my arms around him and said fuck me. It was so good and then her grutted and shot his load inside of me. Breathing heavily he rested a bit and then slowly pulled his cock out. All I could do was lay there thinking about how I just fucked liked a gurl. I could feel his warm cum starting to slid out of me. He got dressed and Jim let him out. Jim was naked by now and got between my legs and laid on top of me. I could feel his hard cock at my man pussy hole. His cock just sort of slid in me. He pushed it all the way in and layed there for a bit. He was kissing me rubbing me all over. I pushed a little on his hard cock and he started fucking me. I could feel his hard cock and new it was differnt from Bob's bigger anyway. He fucked and fucked me. A few times I could feel me getting close to cumming, I didn't. Maybe I was holding out IDK. Finally I felt Jim tensining as he pumped in me harder and harder. Then he unloaded inside of me. I could feel his cum, he said he was a bigger cummer and he was right. He relaxed a bit on top of me with his hard cock still inside of me. He started pumping me again and said I think I have another load and just started fucking me. I got hard from that and soon I was able to cum as he fucked me. The sensations where mind blowing as he continure to fuck me. I was chivering and wanted him to stop but he was to far into for that. I just laid there as he fucked me. He wanted to cum again and was going at it the best he could. I couldn't believe it. I had cum all over my belly and dripping out of my man pussy. I said I had enough and wanted him to stop. He slowed down a bit and then gave it another romping into me. He never did cum again.